Well, I guess this is it then. Sirens are wailing all over Lviv. I couldn't run away from my problems no matter how hard I tried. All those years of suffering and depression - lived through them only to get the worst hand dealt ever.

And yet - I don't want to escape. Fuck that. I was a coward my whole life - but now it gets personal. For today, I'm wasting myself with my friend with as much alcohol as possible. To forget what's happening for at least one more day. Then, like I said in my previous post on this subreddit, I'm joining the army.

If I ever return back to Reddit - it's either as a hero or as a spineless coward. Goodbye, everyone.